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Sunday 27 April 2014 • 09:27 • 0 comments

So i went to SBU's Carnival last Saturday and guess what.. I took some pics with Richard, again. So, before that i added him on wechat and we chatted a little(not little but not too much). Then a few days later Sarah asked me and Ira to go to SBU's Carnival so i decided to go with them both. A day after that, i asked Richard if he's going and he told me he's going since he was a ghost for the basketball's haunted house and he asked me to visit the haunted house which is obviously a no-no for me hahaha. How did we got there? IRA DROVE! Ira picked me up at home after she picked up sarah at the train station. So... we arrived.

At first i was pretty nervous since i'll be seeing Richard once again after so long. Once we enter the building, we greeted some teachers first and took some pics with them but unfortunately, we couldn't take a pic with Cikgu Miza which is kinda sad since she was our beloved mother of the class, other than Puan Rohaida :( But anywaaaaaays, after that we walked all around and i saw Richard for quite a few times but i couldn't go to him since i wasn't ready at all. So we decided to go to some places for a while and meet some juniors and stuff. Pity Ira and Sarah had to wait with me for Richard to appear.. But nope, he doesnt appear so we were fucking tired and i told them to just wait at the Amphitheatre. 

Here's how the story begins. We were waiting for like so long and i felt really bad for Ira and Sarah so i decided to be freaking brave and i wechat-ed Richard and asked him where he was and he replied he was at the padang and he also told me that he was free at that time. I told him i was at the Amphitheatre and asked him if he wants me to go to him or what. Then he stopped replying and suddenly i saw him walking to the Amphitheatre with Jialynn(the pretty girl that looks like him, or we call her Richard's twin) but he couldn't see me at first. But then all 3 of us saw his eyes searching for me and when he saw me.. HE SMILED AND WAVED AT ME, SO I WAVED BACK. Only God knows how excited i was at that time. So then he walked to me and i stood up NERVOUSLY and trying to be cool at the same time.

Ira and Sarah were my photographers so Ira has my polaroid and Sarah has my dslr.. But y'know.. I decided not to take any polaroid pic so i said "Eh takyah polaroid ah" to Ira and so she just said okay but confused hahaha. But yeah, Sarah took some pics of us BUT THEY WERE ALL SENGET HAHAHAHHA but its okay.. and fuck he was fucking close i can feel his chest and i can hear his breath im so done with life at that time but i controlled myself hehehehe.







After we were done, i bravely took my phone out and i said "Jap selfie jom" and he laughed at me LOL. When i was holding my phone i was shaking like hell so i asked him to snap selfies for me like "Eh you take la" and he was like "I tak reti laa.." and laughed cutely IM------ then i said "takpe just take" so he took my phone and when we were about to take a pic, i stopped him bc the lighting was terrible "eh jap that way that way" then he again, "yeah yeah that way" LOOOOOOOOOOOOL. 

lol he posed first while i was looking at him like i saw an angel(LOL PLS) 

1,2..3..

this was when i stopped him and asked to turn around for a good lighting, yes.

and this was when he wow-ed at my phone and asked me how to snap hahaha so cute "mana..." while wandering his fingers all over my phone and then he realised there was a big round button and he was like "Oh! Ni eh?" then he laughed and i just nodded "Aah tu tu" and then we posed LOL. So here are the pics!

this is the first one and i wasnt ready so i looked... yeah LOL he accidentally pressed the button so its okay i forgive him hehehe 

 okay i was ready for this and i said "ok tangkap" and then he snapped!

so since it was a normal photo i told him to do other faces like "buat muka sikitttt" then he did that faceeeeee DGBKSJADBGKJ bye(but i didnt buat muka as you can see)

and then this one toooo.. i think this one is the cutest omg

collage collageeee

So after that he laughed bc of his own face in the last pic :> Then he handed my phone back and i said "thank you its nice to see you again" and he was like "oh ok no problem ah".. EHEM. Then when i was about to go he asked me "How's college?(since he knew i'm in college now through chatting)" and i said with a sad face "umm.. okayyyy laaaa" then he laughed and said "oohh.. Bila exam?" and ofcourse i replied "next..next week" with a smile AND THEN HE SAID "OK GOODLUCK EH" WITH HIS HAND ON MY SHOULDER AND TAPPED MY SHOULDER. I froze inside. And being a brave bitch i was i said "Okayy goodluck to you too for mid-terms ok?" AND YES I PUT MY HANDS ON HIS SHOULDER AND PATTED TOO hehehehehe. Too bad Sarah tak sempat to take the pics when he put his hand on my shoulder and when i put my hand on his shoulder. And too bad Sarah also tak sempat take the pic when we shaked hands but she sempat took the pic when he was about to shake hands with me.


 And lastly, this pic was when we just released our hands from shaking. Too bad again that Sarah tak sempat to snap. But its okay baby, you did a great job for taking all of these pics. 


So it was kinda sad to go but what to do, i had to go. The longer i see his face, the longer i will miss him once i can't see him so i said "Okaylah i need to go home and thanks for taking pics with me" with a smile and he said "Nice to meet youuu, see you again okay" with the cutest smile ever and shockingly he pulled out his hand to me to shake hands with me and ofcourse i shaked his hand back and i swear i felt like not letting go of his hands but i can't. I don't think i'll ever see him again after this. I decided not to see him anymore. And even if i see him again one day, i hope that i dont remember him or something. Wow, can't believe i'm crying while typing this right now. Anyways, i think i'll end this here. I can't continue anymore. Thanks again Richard, it was enchanting to meet you.









Stuffs & University/College
Wednesday 2 April 2014 • 01:13 • 0 comments

     Hi there. Wow it has been so long since i updated my last post hahaha. So to start this post im just gonna talk about stuffs that happened. The first thing is about SPM results, well it was better than what i expected. I was so damn happy that in the end, i didnt fail any single subject. Alhamdulillah. Next one is i passed the driving test for the second time! Yup and yup. Alhamdulillah again ya Allah. And i get to meet Aina after for like 4 months OMG baby girl! Ira even came over to my house and had a 3 days 2 nights stay. God, i miss my girls already. How i wish i can see them everyday like we used to during high school. And then last week my cousin came and stayed for 4 days with me since it was school holiday so she even teman me for shopping.

     So next is this interesting part. Me and my parents went to SEGI University in Kota Damansara to register me as a student there and HELLO I AM OFFICIALLY A SEGI-AN RIGHT NOW! Ehem, Alhamdulillah for the third time. And i freaking drove my baby myvi hehehe thanks mom and dad. So now all i need is just to memorise the way to the university but oh well, i have Waze so i guess thats a good thing? Hahaha. Okay then last Sunday i went out with ira for about 4 hours for shopping, again. Actually they're all are my Uni "beauty" stuff haha, thanks Ira for teman-ing me. Aina was supposed to join too but unfortunately she can't because she had to go out with her mom to shop for some stuff for PLKN. Yes, she is going for PLKN on the 4th of April which is the same day as my orientation day. Too bad we can't celebrate her birthday together. Its okay Aina, we can celebrate after you get out of that hell place haha!

Me and my cousin

Mine and Ira's drinks /coughs/ MIN.

And this is when the 3 of us went to take the SPM results at school 

     Okay now my school! Ehem hehehe. Well, again, the orientation is on this Friday and Saturday and yes, its for 2 days. I'm pretty nervous actually. The course that i'm taking is Mass Communications. HAH! Obviously this course needs a lot of talking right. I like to interact and talk to people so this course is a perfect one for me. I wanted to be a traslator so taking this course will make me study and learn more about how to communicate with people all around me. And then i will be thinking of taking some language classes. Or maybe i can learn alone since i learn Korean all by myself and i can even read Hangul which is good.. i guess? And the official classes starts on Monday which is on the 7th April. Ugh so nervous. And also, dad promised me to buy a new laptop.. Mac Pro okay. My course also contains a lot of editing actually.. Videography, photography, news reporting and things like that. Most of all, i wont be lonely since my old bestfriend, Nasirah, is also a SEGI-an now but she is taking the Culinary course. Well at least i have a friend and i'll be driving to school with her by my side and at least i'm not driving alone FIUH.

This is the University where i'll be studying at. I took these pics okay!

     So that's all for now. I will update again soon so goodluck to myself! And goodluck to Aina too for PLKN! We'll miss you shady lady /winks.




Braces & Movie date with ira
Thursday 20 February 2014 • 09:13 • 0 comments



     Hi. So i am officially wearing braces right now! I put em on on Monday and today is the 5th day. Well, the whole process of putting them on took almost 2 hours. Yup. It didnt hurt at all when they put them on and i even fell asleep ok i'm serious. Till now, my teeth doesnt hurt at all BUT my lips and inner cheeks hurts like hell since the metals/braces scratches the inside of my mouth and i have like ulcers and a few scratches that bulges and i can feel it ok. Yeah, it hurts. And i can't eat for now and i can only eat porridges which is not my style hahaha.. Well, its the 5th day now and i think i can handle the pain now since i'm kinda use to it. The reason why i can't eat is because my teeth are all loose right now bc the braces are pulling them into places so if i munch something IT WILL BE FUCKING PAINFUL since they're all loose and new. But they are not painful if i'm not chewing or munching on something. So yeah. I shall wait till i can eat bc i swear this is so annoying.


     And on Tuesday, which is a day after i got my braces on me and Ira went out to 1Sham to watch a movie together. Aina was supposed to join us since she's the one who planned on watching a movie together but something came up and too bad she can't join us. Its okay, maybe next time alright? So we both watched "Vampire Academy" and wow that movie was great tho. I have a thing for vampire/werewolves/witches/supernatural movies/dramas. But before the movie, we went to a cafe i think and i drank this caramel latte(fuck my fav) and ira drank hazelnut latte i think. God you know how much i love coffees. And then we ordered coffee cheesecake and oreo cheesecake and omg they were so fucking delicious. I know i'm not supposed to eat and drink them but nahh, i dont care. We had a great time together overall and we got to share some stories and stuff. I really hope that all of us can go out together someday without any problems. I miss you girls so damn much! 

#BAP2NDWIN & #BAP3RDWIN
• 09:11 • 0 comments



Congratulations again BAP! I am very happy that you guys won again for the 2nd and 3rd time.. And i will keep posting like this if you guys win for the next music shows again. I am so proud of all of you. It's kinda funny that you guys didnt cry when they announce BAP as the winner which is very rare for winners to just smile and laugh when they won. Well, i guess that's not BAP's style right? LOL. Anyways, i hope you guys take care of the trophies since they're precious and take care of yourselves too okay! We Babyz are so proud of you and good luck for the other music shows as well lovelies.

BAP'S COMEBACK + #BAP1STWIN
Wednesday 12 February 2014 • 07:25 • 0 comments

            


      There. BAP won for the first time since debut! I wasnt streaming Show Champ live so i got the news about them winning a bit later.. I was watching this malay drama and i opened up twitter and yup, i saw them holding the trophy and i didnt even say anything. I just kept quiet and i stared at the photo of them holding a trophy and then tears started to flow on my cheeks. I cried. I can't even explain how happy i was when i saw that photo of them smiling happily for winning. Tbh, i am crying right now while typing this. All this time all i saw was exo winning and winning and exotics keep dissing bap and saying bap can't win and they suck but i kept quiet and i believed they will win someday. And they won today. I thought again that at least bap didnt win because of their numerous fame, fans and good looks but they win it with their hardwork. Just because BAP doesnt have that much fans so it doesnt mean that they cant and wouldnt win. The reason why i am talking about exo and their fans is because exotics keeps dissing and telling us bap wont win because we dont have so much fans to vote for them to win. I remember everything that they said. But whatever now, bap already won and i really hope they would win for other music shows as well. And what i have learned from this is not to give up on something that we want the most until the day when we get something to show that we did our best. Let the haters say what they want because one day they will shut their mouth up when we achieve something that is hard to achieve even if it takes years. And for BAP, you guys are the best to me and i promise that you guys will achieve something bigger in the future and the whole world can see how great your music is and how hard you work without fame and money. Thank you for giving such great songs to me and the rest of Babyz. Forever with you!

Got7's debut & Bangtan's Comeback
• 06:19 • 0 comments

Got7

GOT7 Debuts with “Girls Girls Girls”

     So first of all i'm gonna talk about Got7. They debuted like a month ago on 16th January. Yup, i like them so much. I didnt expect to like them so badly right now tho. I thought i'm just gonna be a normal fan or something but i was wrong. HAH. I'm one of their hardcore fan now! Anyways, my biases are Mark(HEHE) & Jackson(this otak senget i tell you) but i'm more to Mark obviously. Anyways, i'm not gonna talk much about them since i'm in my mood to talk about bap and bangtan. I hope they will make a comeback soon bc you know jyp artists always make a comeback like once in a year/two.. MEH. So yeah.

         Bangtan

   

     Yups, Bangtan made a comeback! A fucking amazing one obviously. And i swear their freaking album is so damn good i feel like buying the album but too bad i need to save my money up :( So i watched their showcase on youtube live yesterday with Ira(well we spazz together on katalk) and so many things happened and i felt like i was watching PORN. Yes, porn. V fucking killed me everytime he talks, sings, dance, smirks, bite his lips or i can just say everything he did killed me. Jungkook well, he is such a baby but he looks manly to me for this comeback and his voice in this album just- Next, Jimin. Well he cut his hair short so he kinda look chubby BUT he improved a lot.. i can see that. J-Hope tho! I freaking like his hair like really and his raps obviously is unique.. well when i say unique, it is. I believe ARMYs understand what im trying to say. Jin, FUCK. Just FUCK. So fucking hot. Next is Suga or i call him susugaga(oh hi there ira).. I'm happy that he's okay now since he did an operation/surgery last time and for this album, he totally killed all the rap parts with his lazy way of rapping so thats why i like his rapping than j-hope and rapmon. And lastly Rapmon, CAN I JUST KILL MYSELF BC HE LOOKS GOOD WITH HIS CURRENT HAIR IM- and ofc, the monster of rapping always impress people with his rapping! AND THEY WERE SWEATING LIKE WTF YUMS AT THE SHOWCASE. Ok bye.
     So the songs in the album are amazing as hell. What more can i say? Nothing. Awesome. The way j-hope and suga rapped in satoori in "어디에서 왔는지" WOOOOH. You guys dont even know how much i love songs that has satoori in em. So you can say that song is one of my fav song in the album. Other than that, i love Boy In Luv, Just One Day, and Outro: Propose the most. But i like the whole album tho. No song that i dislike tbh.
     I fucking hope they will come to Malaysia soon but not too soon since i have no money hehehe. I would definitely buy the VIP tix or whatsoever. Hehe. So yeah. InsyaAllah i will get to see them soon. Ameen. And of course GOT7 too!

Wish Come True
Monday 13 January 2014 • 09:10 • 0 comments


     
      Well, so my wish came true. Mom and dad bought bought a gold iphone5s and a nikon camera D3200. I am so thankful to both of them. They gave everything to me despite my asshole and bad behaviour. I promised to myself not to be the old me who was always fighting with my parents, being immature and stupid. I want to change myself to be a better me. InsyaAllah.
    
      By the way, i got a job as a babysitter. I have to babysit my niece and nephew which lives nearby but didnt get paid. The reason why i didnt get paid was because my aunt's family had so many problems including money problems. And one of their daughter ran away without giving any monthly money to my auntie and uncle. Their first daughter which is the mom of the niece and nephew that i'm taking care of caused a problem too which is also not giving her parents some monthly pocket money. YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO GIVE THEM 'AT LEAST' SOME POCKET MONEY. YOU'RE ALL THEIR KIDS. What the hell i'm so mad right now. The only one that my auntie and uncle could hope for is their second daughter, Angah Bai, who is also a very close sister to me. She had to pay every single thing like bills, foods or lets just say EVERY SINGLE THING all by herself. My auntie had to raise and take care of her grandchildrens all by herself at home and i know that she's tired. She's old. She needs help. Nothing else. I pity her so i thought of helping her with babysitting the kids. I dont mind if i dont get paid. I do get freaking tired when i get home but at least i helped her so she wont do everything all by herself. 
    
     My dad decided to give me extra rm50 a week for my pocket money. At first i hesitated because mom would give me rm50 every week to but dad keeps telling me to take it and he's being sincere. So in the end, i took the money. And so i got at least rm400 a month. I wont use those money for fun, i promise. I would separate some of them for good and some for me to buy my own stuffs, or for concerts.
     
     Lastly, thanks mom and dad again for giving me all of those stuffs. I appreciate em a lot. You both spent a lot of money on me and i promise to change to a better me. And to Maklang, I am willing and gladly will take care of your grandchilds sincerely.